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Wednesday, 10 August 2016

How to keep moving on.

Bissmillahirraanirrahim.

Its been awhile i didnt put anything in my blog. Felt awkward but still i wanted to share w all especially girl ab my 'moving on' life.

Why korang break up? 

cheating? Idk laah tp apa yg aku tahu im not cheating and him either. Mmm no comment but what can i say here, if u have a partner pls get some time to see each other at least once  in a month. And one more, i know usually girlfie cannot be with u like always instead of yr friends yg lain when u get a problem like for guy cam kereta broke down ke whatever but still dont give yr friends more time rather than yr girlfie. I mean devide yr time equally okay. 

How i can get rid of our 6 years r/ship?

First thing first i do is nangis. Just cry out loud if u want bc it doesnt matter and there is no wrong at all. Chill. Just cry i u fell like u wanted to cry okay. Then cari parents, tell them bc they will gives u so much positive vibe. Cam aku, parents memang aku jarang put aside, they the first person yg akan tahu bc i need dorang punya support. Kau tanak parents tahu then cari kakak or abang kau then start tell them what u wanted to tell okay. Ingat gaisss, family first! 

Next, bagun malam! u buat solat tahajud, u buat solat sunat, solat taubat (paling penting) and zikir, istighfar semua u buat! U nangis dgn Allah. U cakap dgn Allah what do u feel, what do u want. Say out loud to Him. I swear Allah bagi kau chill, He give u so much strength to keep going w yr life. 

At first kau nak solat tu mesti kau malu gila! Sbb baru kau sedar selama ni kau tak buat tp bila kau ada problem baru nak buat. But it just fine, i ask u r/n eh sampai bila u nak malu? Allah tengah bagi peluang nak repent, nak dekat dgn dia yg kau nak malu asal? ni la yg aku buat. 

Aku nangis pepagi buta, rasa selesa bila time centu bc nobody will see u, semua dah tidur! Hahha! Aku stay up pun bc i got 3 papers to go weh time tu. Gila kan. Can u imagine? Semua tanya aku okay ke? I just said that im fine, bc kalau cakap tak okay tu mcm kau dah inject negative thought dlm mind and soul kau. So just said positively that u're fine even tak! Tp takpa, perasaan kau, what yr feels tu semua fluctuate weh, bolak balik. Lex. Control dia bawak pergi kat positive side okay. kau boleh! Allah kan adaa.

Next, Ni lagi penting, put trust into yrself! Kau keep on moving, percaya yg kau boleh! Paling penting yakin dengan Allah. Allah bagi kau jalan terbaik kalau kau yakin weh, i swear. Build yr self esteem, tayah nak rasa yg alaaa nanti takda siapa nak laah, aku dah ah gemuk, tak cantik hmm. Hello! Come on ah. Chin up and keep walking! Change yrself kalau kau rasa perlu. Diet kalau nak kurus, belajar make up kalau nak rasa lawo, benda simple je semua ni. Push yrself ah! 

Ni ada add on. Kau rasa kau tak puas cerita kat Allah sbb Allah bagi kau jawapan very silently kaan. Kau cerita kat kawan kau from A to Z then. Kawan yg kau percaya, yg dah kawan lama dgn kau. Ni penting kay. Kau mesti rasa puas bila kawan kau bagi kau positive vibe (thankyou Syera, nik and Shazarul bc always be w me! Alhamdulillah Allah bagi aku pinjam korang nak lay on! Thankyou so much!)

For tonight ni je aku rasa nak share, take the positive and leave the negative parts kay :) 
-liaa